i have the slightest intention to go OBS.
i seriously don't wanna go!
I DON'T LIKE ANY KIND OF EXPEDITIONS.
yes,i'm not a very outdoor person.

eileen came over to help me out with my scales for tomorrow's piano exam!
i don't like playing in front of her.
how am i suppose to play for examiner?
AHHH.
die.
anyway,I FOUND OUT LOTSA EILEEN'S SECRETS.
nyahahaha!
and yes eileen,i hide my boyfriend in side my cupboard:D
HEHE!and i'm still not over him,eileen

TOMORROW PIANO EXAM.
TOMORROW FORT MINOR CONCERT!
WHOOOOOPEEEEEEEE.
i cant fucking wait!

:O:O:O:O
i've received absolutely shocking news from eileen!
hahaha.

last night was melting time for amirah,farina and i.
[winks]
HEHE.
so cute laaaaaaa.
SUPER HOT HOT HOT.
that's what i could beauty and brains.
ALL IN ONE!
:D:D

i've moved on.
period.
not gonna turn back.
just go on with life.
LOOK STRAIGHT AHEAD;D

i'm having my piano exam on wednesday
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
someone save me.
:/
scared.

just scared to love again.

this is the end of my really sad story.
don't have to feel bad for me.
cause it was the best decision when you walked out that door.

let's just start everything all over again.
RESTART.
eh,sounds so farina's blog.
hahahaha.

anyway,today was a pretty good day.
PE was fun!!
hehehe
3S3 GOT HOPE:D:D
DEFINITELY GOT HOPE<3333333333

A maths...
lazy to elaborate.

I'M OFF.
today was one hell of a day:/

you mislead me.
possibly.
i felt cheated.
i've never felt so cheated in my life.
darn.
but i tell myself.
you're not the only one that comes by.
thus,it's not worth it.

I'm sittin' here all by myself
just tryin' to think of something to do
Tryin' to think of something, anything
just to keep me from thinking of you
But you know it's not working out
'cause you're all that's on my mind
One thought of you is all it takes
to leave the rest of the world behind

Well I didn't mean for this to go as far as it did
And I didn't mean to get so close and share what we did
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back
but I know you did

I'm sittin' here tryin' to convince myself
that you're not the one for me
But the more I think, the less I believe it
and the more I want you here with me
You know the holidays are coming up
I don't want to spend them alone
Memories of Christmas time with you
will just kill me if I'm on my own
I know it's not the smartest thing to do
we just can't seem to get it right
But what I wouldn't give to have one more chance tonight

I'm sittin' here tryin' to entertain myself with this old guitar
But with all my inspiration gone
it's not getting me very far
I look around my room and everything I see reminds me of you
Oh please, baby won't you take my hand
we've got nothing left to prove

And I didn't mean to meet you then
we were just kids
And I didn't mean to give you chills
the way that I kiss
And I didn't mean to fall in love, but I did
And you didn't mean to love me back but I know you did
Don't say you didn't love me back 'cause you know you did
No, you didn't mean to love me back
But you did

PLAIN WHITE T'S-ALL THAT WE NEEDED

If you could come clean about everything
it would be easy for me to be sorry
if you could see all the possibilities
we might not still be standing where we started

oh no
don't let me go for this
don't let me go for this

I might be a fool, but you might be one too
maybe we're all that we needed
two wrongs don't make a right
but I don't care tonight
maybe we're all that we needed

you could say we were just a big mistake
I think it's worth making
worth repeating
I would say good things come to those who wait
I would say anything if you'd believe it

oh no
don't let me go for this
don't let me go for this

I might be a fool, but you might be one too
maybe we're all that we needed
two wrongs don't make a right
but I don't care tonight
maybe we're all that we needed

Maybe we're perfectly not meant to be
Or more alike then were willing to see
Maybe we're not meant to not disagree
Maybe we're crazy baby

malay,biology and history papers today.

i am more than prepared to fail history.
seriously.
I WROTE OUT OF POINT.
not that i didnt study.
filled with regret?
hmmm.

biology was o..k..
tho,i dun expect a pass.
even if i did,i think it'll be a borderline pass:/
damn.
i've never felt so shit after a paper.

after history was lunching with marion and hanisah at cineleisure.
i was really VERY high:D
highness highness;D

ljs food is getting more and more pathetic.
the chicken looked like 6-inch dicks:/
ok,nvm.

smsing mark throughout.
and he asked me to visit him at his school to accompany him for his water polo training.
quotes,you can hide in the cafe!
you piece of nutter.
sure,i'll hide in the cafe while you have a lot of fun in the swimming pool.
well,not exactly.
your coach's a torture.
lol:P

met eileen and xue yuan.
then went home.
IT WAS A CRAZY TRIP HOME WITH EILEEN,XUE YUAN AND HANISAH!
haha.
we were all hyped la.
THAT GUY THAT GUY.
[winks]

oh wells.
i'm off to mug for a maths.
yes eventhough i know my paper is on thursday.
i cant help it.
i love a maths too much:P

wish i could be here
to give every little thing you wanted.

damn,sometimes i hate myself for even falling for such things:/

today highness suddenly turned into a shattered heart when i found abt some things.

why did you kept my hopes up so high?is it cause of this innocent facade i put on to please?

recap for today!

had to rush off for piano lesson at 11.30am.
was super boring.
then after that finished at 12.30pm.
msged siti.
she totally panicked and rushed me la!
she was waiting for me at buona vista.
reached buona vista.
met yaney and siti.
waited for eileen and huiqin.
then both of them came.
we sort of didnt know the exact way.
so..
just followed the crowd!
haha.

it was a long(not exactly) HOT walk!
haha.
was sweating like crap.
but yaney and eileen kept me company with their crap!
reached there.
called joan to ask for my tickets!
saw gabriel goh!
my asshole #1!

i called her and she said i had to wait.
but the way she said it was like formal?
haha.
"hello.ya i think you have to wait for me at the foyer for awhile ok!so sorry.thank you very much and sorry you have to wait!"
never heard someone talk until so formal.
haha.
after that i didnt know where siti,hui qin and yaney go already.
hahah.

walked around for awhile.
was abt to check out the haunted house then bumped into joan.
she gave me tickets
she got 20 bucks richer.
haha!

walk walk.
eat eat.
oreo milkshake,fried mars bars with ice cream,nuggets and mango tango!
yummy..
saw a lot of band ppl.
felt so sad i didnt perform la!

then walk somemore.
didnt go haunted house in the end.
but a lot of ppl scream
heard 2 ppl cried
hahaha.
funneh.
then walk somemore.
end up sat down and drink mango tango with eileen.
hahaha.
i had my period.
felt sick.
decided to go home.

I PUKED!
gosh.
dad picked me up.
bahh.

AND NOW I'M OFF
byebye((((:

i\'m hiding my ass from teachers:D
YAHOO!
I CAN BLOG.
FINALLY
:D:D:D
BYE

Happy Valentines' Day to EVERYONE((((:

thanks to the people who got me gifts!
well,i already suspected jess would give me something written on an ice-cream stick.
i know her too well.
haha.

this blog is getting toooooo boring already.
it has freaking dull colours and i just want to get rid of everything cause it's so irritating.
hmph.

acjc funorama this saturday.
i cant go for crescent reunion.
i got my piano lesson.
then after that i am off to acjc!
hmm.
i wonder what is there to do.
maybe towning after that!
lol.
hehe.
go find my adidas bag!(((:

i'm on the verge of dying.
i'm not even studying for common tests.
it worries me but i can hardly care.
i wanna drop bio.
it's tooo boring.
sarrie would agree with that.
she and i almost slept during bio yesterday.
mrs yip is just so soft spoken,I CANNOT TAHAN!
rahhs.

that's the end of this post.
BYE BYE.

I WANT TO GO ACJC FUNORAMA
so far only hanisah confirmed with me.
dunno abt drea yet.
DREA,TELL ME SOON AH YOU IDIDOTIDITOOOT!<3

was talking to someone yesterday.
i was so happy i swear i could pass my standing broadjump anyday.
HAHAHA!
super happy.

rachel wants to go to acjc funorama.
but...
SHE WANTS TO GO WITH A CERTAIN SOMEONE
sure thanks a lot hun
abandon me.
pffts.

i cant wait for acjc funooooooooooooramaaaaaaaaaaaa:D
muahahaha
AND I'M OFF.
byebye

BAND AND CHOIR NIGHT WAS FUN!
ignore the itsy bitsy parts which got me pissed off..
AND IT WAS REALLY FUN!

the auditorium was very echoyyy.
haha.
trombone section sat at 3rd row.
sooo squeezy.
i was beside tuba.

mark saw me.
me saw him.
he no say hi.
me no like him.
end of story,mark.

anyway!
thank you to:
randee and gadis,thank you for the flower!PURPLE:D
bernice,amelia and amanda,the balloon and the hugs!
wani,for the fragrant candle!i likeeee
liyana,for the kinder bueno!
xi ling,for the flowerrrrrrrrrr
hanis,FERRERO ROCHER!!!!!:D
adilah,HONEY STARS!hahaha.
clarice,orange flower!i love it!
and the rest like,lisa asilah shermin yue qun april lydiawati pei chun and A LOT MORE LA HUH.
hahaha.

the concert was overall fun!
i <3 mr and mrs chua!
they're the best!!!
mr chua can be really fun!
lol:D
lalala.
AND I'M OFF.byeeee

let's just do a recap.
i got 13 mins to do so.
heh.

today...
first period was english.
miss malini's interesting!
i like,somehow.
and shit,i left my compre in schoolXD
so busted already la!

after that was lit.
pretty ok.
LOTS OF COLOURFUL NOTATIONS.
end of story.

recess...
very "kecoh" la.
but i like the whole gang(((((:
after that played the piano for awhile.
had a screaming spree for awhile..
somebody screams,ERZA!
i scream,YUN HENG!
ERZA!
YUN HENG!
and lay teng goes.. ERZA ERZA ERZA!
imagine doing that while playing piano and whole mini forum staring at you.
bleahh.
but very hilarious la.
haha..

then lessons.
so on and so forth.
CHEM TEST WAS EASIER THAN EXPECTED!
haha..
hope to be able to do well.

assembly,SUPER SHIT.
end of story.

BAND ROCKEDDD.
when we first came in,priscilla,liyana and wani were sooooooooooooo noisy!
oh yeah!
nurul always get bullied.
hahaha.
poor little tall thingXD
then played songs.
and it's fun to bully sarina also!
haha.
lame lame.

NOW I'M HOME.
I WANT TO SHIT.
GOOD BYE.
nah just kidding.

TODAY I MADE 5 BUCKSY!
for class fun fair ticket.
lol(:
THANK YOU,YONGNI!:D<3
i appreciate it,you idiot!:P

today lessons were super boring.
and miss malini rocks socks.
she didnt scold me for not doing SS homework.
english,uhh,a bit of nonsense the way she scolded as usual.
but oh wells,other than that she got me off the hook!
haha:D

before band i saw WILKIE!
i was super high
band was fun!
MRS CHUA CAME(:
was so excited.
i think my juniors,roslina and nerice are superrrrrrr cute.
I LOVED BAND TODAY.
YES ABSOLUTE LOVEEEEEEEEE.

hehe.
I LOVE WILKIE AND WILKINS!<3

i'm here to type a post in an all minah language.hehe.
i mean..
aku nak type entry ni ngan minah nyer lang ah dok!

smlm aku gik online..
kentalan seh ader budak tu.
aku ngah busy ah siol..
abeh die nak bebual ngan aku..
so i was like "uhmm,hey"
abeh die binget rabak pak aku sial!
die cakap "SO FRIENDLY...-rolls eyes-"
lepas tu die block aku..
KENTALAN SIAK.
menyampah dok.
macam nak taplak jek muker die.
knn betol ah!
tak leh angkat sak budak cam ginik.
*elfa` cakap dier tu takde buah ah.
BETOL JUGEK AH CAKAP DIER.
jantan maner sak merajok biler org cakap uhmm!
fark.
aper2 ah dok!
lu gik dudok satu corner merajok makan ice-cream lagik bagos sial!

niari..
bangon pagik quite siang jugek ah.
dlm kol 8lebih dah bangon.
kekeke.
SIANG KAN?
ahakz.
satu hari lom buat pape ah..
lek lek jek..
boring seh..
mati siak.
lom buat homework ah.
ahhh,pasal ah.
nanti leh buat ah eh!
hahakz.
ok ah,AKU NAK CIAOOO.
ader banyak bende lain nak buat.
ADIOS!

omgxzxz
this is so heartbreaking.
hairband was unfriendly today.
i don't know what happened to her.
gosh.
so sad ok.
she wasnt cheerful her
:(
PLEASE SMILEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE(:

who wants to go PJC open house with me tomorrow?
i'm superrrrrrrr bored and yongni asked me to go.
so i shall go.
BUT.
i dunno who else to go with!
BLEAH.

PHYSICS IS CRAP.
yaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!